Bell Bottoms and Birthdays

I have a "milestonish" kind of birthday tomorrow.

I've aged quite a bit.

The problem is that I still feel like this girl. 

I'm glad I know now what I didn't know then but I wish I appreciated the then a little more.

The size,

the lack of jowls,

the lack of hair that sprouts everywhere.

I've had very few birthdays that I've dreaded.

40? Ummm nope! 

I didn't like that one at all.

Normally, thinking about age isn't something that occurs to me. 

It's just a number.

I still feel cool on the inside but this number is giving me pause. 

I don't have any momentous life announcements to make.

I'm not a grammy or grandma or honey. 

I'm not planning a wedding.

Most of the time I'm content with the life stage of the moment. 

(I'd rather not be planning a wedding for someone that isn't the right one for one of my children.)

This birthday feels like a milestone in more ways than just chronologically. 

Could change be on the way?
It's all in God's hands and timing but as I plan my outfit for tomorrow, I think I'll pull out the turquoise bracelets that I've had since high school.

That way I can feel as cool on the outside as I do on the inside.
;) 
I'll reminisce about the girl I used to be.
Anybody know where I can get some bell bottoms?

Katie